Alright, e lazy girl is back to blog & i doubt any1 will realize ! LOL !

Im back from HongKong & im not very happy about it !! >.< I miss HongKong & I wanna go back there now ! Can I jst fly there now ? Fine, I knw e ans is a big fat NO ! T.T

Life's been great ! At least, so far so good ! Trouble-FREE ! For e tyme being ! Enjoying my life watching The Vampire Diaries ~ LOLs !

School "started" yesterday, classmate wasnt really as friendly as I thought they should be. Some dont even act like a professional. Looks young, punky. Definitely dont look like someone who fits e minimum requirement to qualify for this course.

Kindda like how e school operates, cux you dont hav a choice but a mst for you to complete ur course within 18months. At least, I wont hav any excuses for skipping modules or complaint about this lecturer sux or whatever shyts it is. Cux at e end of e day, we got to grade e lecturer ! Mwahahas ~ Anyway, tea break ? I believe all schools do allow tea breaks. For about 15mins. Either you go get urself a hot drink frm e vending machine, go Q for e toilet or even go smoke~ But now, my sch ! Hahahhas ~ Tea breaks include FOODS ~ & e sch is paying everything for us. Evyday different menu. Maybe MeeGoreng, Fried Beehoon or whatever ~ Oh yah ~ There's this coffee/tea dispenser right outside our classroom & it provides 24/7 FREE COFFEE / TEH TAREK !! Shiok ? Yeah ~ For now ~

E problem with e sch is, I needa walk 15min to e nearest bus-stop & there isnt any shutter bus service after 9pm? SUX!! FYI, my sch is located nearby my office, somewhr in e industrial park. Damn Ulu ~ its worst den e newly build Punggol years back when we only hav Bus 82! OMG !! <-- Pathetic right ? Let me tell you e worst of all !!

THERE ISNT ANY YANDAOS IN E CLASS !! OMG !!

Jst kill me ~ *Bang* eh, still haven die sia ~ nvm, try harder next tyme !

Suppose to meet min, didi n esther for keyaki tml, but due to Japan earthquake, ive decided to postpone e dinner ~ Simply becux, e salmon will cost me BOMB now !! LOLs !!

Hmm, jst in case some anonymous/ppl who enjoy stalking me, miss me too much ~ Here's a pic for you to see see look look ~ Bleah ! Tadang ~


Jess & Mick in HONGKONG !!
(Little Princess Jess VS 阿文哥哥)
"nicknames" we gave each other ~ LOL

OneNhgitSatnd !! Or rather ~ SnatdOneNhigt !! LOLS !!

Somehow I rmb, mrX was once in my "SHE WANTS" list !! (if im not wrong)

But now ~
tyme for me to get back to reality !!

GdNight Guys ~ Its 07Nov2010 3:03AM now !! & I purposely edit e tyme to 06Nov2010 !!

Feeling damn weak now. Whole body trembling! Din ate anything for e whole day.. Jst a can of coke n greentea.

Some parents jst couldn't understand this simple logic. When they fall sick, e one who suffer e most will always be their children but not them. Yes, you may say that they are sick & we shld be mre understanding. But what's e point of being understanding when they dun even care for their OWN's health? Worst is, they can tell you that they've tons of work needs to be done! And they can't go see e doc until end of next month! WTF is this? So what e company hav a major event/function going on recently? The company jst won't collapse without you! You can't jst take MC or whatever shyts now becux most of e things are being organized by you? What kind of lame excuses is this?

Parents, are you guys trying to tell ur child that work is much mre important den ur own's health? The company can't operate without ur presence? So compare it with ur work & family, work comes 1st before ur family? Are you guys trying to pass this message to us?

Shealin Koh, hav you ever spare a thought for me? I'm not as strong as you think I shld be! I'm jst a girl without a father. All I'm left with is you & ahgong! Dun you ever think that i'll be worried? Dun you knw that how much you mean to me? San shu & Johanna's father death is a sign of warning. You might not need to be seriously ill or old. You can jst collapse anytyme anywhere! Not to say ur health hasn't been good recently. You can jst lose some1 you loved so much so suddenly!! So now what, dun wanna see doc when u're not feeling well? Not becux I threw my temper ytd, would you even go see doc? When e doc gave you MC to rest at home, who's e one who insist going back office to work & need other ppl to inform me that u're not feeling well & asked me to send you back to e hospital? You will be at Malaysia frm friday till next tuesday. What if suddenly you dun feel good there? Are they able to send you to e hospital on tyme? Can e doc there be trusted? If anything happens to you, is ur company able to compensate me a mom? The answer is NO!

What's e problem with me getting angry with you? Am I at fault in e 1st place? Why mst they sounded as if im ridiculous? Behaving like an unfilial daughter? Why isn't there some1 jst understand how I feel? What I fear most? Am I really that bad?

If you dun even care abt ur OWN's health, den why shld I be bothered? It's ur health, ur life, if you dun even wanna cherish ur life, den why shld I care?

Dun understand why im crying so badly now jst becux of you!

Do whatever you want in life frm now on! I no longer care!!! Your company needs a responsible staff like you. But tell you what, I dun need a irresponsible mom!! If I can treat ur son's dad dead ~ Guess what I can do to you? I'm warning you now, dun try me! Cux I swear im gonna make you regret for life!!

Seriously, FUCK MY LIFE!!! _|_

Dunno what happen to me recently, ytd night i jst told my mom off. If you cant tolerate my nonsense, den jst jolly well let me move out of this place. She gave me a look, den pretended she've heard nothing. WTF? Seriously, if you really cannot tahan my Princess-ss attitude, den jst let me move out! Simple as that.

Nothing much to blog recently. Wanna quit my job soon. But still gottcha endure at least another 6 months before I can throw that letter on my Director's table. Reason being, im too money minded! Another few more months to end this year. Meaning, bonus tyme! Next year January, hopefully, there's still performance bonus. So, no matter what, I can only quit after 2nd week of February 2011. Sigh~ Why waste my effort working OT for whole of June/July, and not getting what im suppose to get? Pathetic right?

Went to Crowne Plaza, Azur Restaurant, again last thursday. Met Steven (e Executive Assistance Manager) there, Mom asked him about e price per day for a suit room there. Might be heading down there to view e suit room and decide if I wanna spend my birthday there with my close ones. I mean my drinking kakis. Lets drink till I drop! LOLs~ If not, i'll be celebrating my bday in either Dragonfly or Shanghai Dolly or Doll House. Depends! All my usual drinking kakis will be invited.

Sisters, dun be offended. Like i've said in my previous post. Am getting sick & tired of everything. Dun feel like celebrating with problems and troubles. Anyway, most of you dun chiong/club and most importantly, dun drink. So, am dun think am wanna waste your precious tyme there doing nothing jst to attend my bday celebration. But no worries, those drinkerS, i'll definitely invite you guys to attend if im really celebrating my bigday in e club/pub.

Met up with Sindy laopo last wednesday at 313 for dinner. Had a really great catch up with her. The feeling is still e same. We can talk about anything, anywhere! Still my best drinking kakis! Wahahahs~ The frequency we had few years back. Its still e same. Jio-ed her for BKK trip too. Wahahahhas~ I've realize something, i'll jio e whole world out for holiday with me. But jst not my sister. Other den Fen. LOLs. Never once we had go overseas together before. Not even Malaysia. Okay, i've jio-ed Fen to taiwan before. But last min due to my godson, she cant fly with me. >.< Min also did book e tix to taiwan after hearing e air tix so cheap. Met up with her in taiwan for some chit chat and that's it.

Shouldnt it be a very happy trip if you're traveling with your sisters? I dunno. Cux i've never travel with them before~

uhoo~ Im here to blog again. But this tyme round, there's nothing much for me to blog. Jst wanna rant about my huse, starting from today, i'll need to use the public toilet for 12days! And this is seriously shyt man. Imagine i've got to do all my big & small business there? In a public toilet jst situated below ur huse void deck? Ohmy~ Torture!! Its a upgrading program. So bo bian, die die also mst endure. And i've already made up my mind. Im gonna pack my bag every evening once i reach home and walk over to Tampines stadium to shower. I dun mind paying for e entrance fees for 12 days!! Sigh!!

Belle will be going over to his "ahgong" huse to stay for e tyme being. Gonna miss her like hell. This week gonna be a tough week for me too. Sigh~ Gonna start doing research on e course my company gonna sponsor me to study, gonna get myself prepared for all e stress n nonsense (from myself) again. LOLS. Gonna start my isolate, isolat-ing & isolat-ed thinggy soon. =) Problems, why are u always here with me? Non-stop! You really love me so much so that you dun wanna leave me? Sigh~

Blogs, are for humans to rant everything they want. Including me, am also humans! Am also ranting things here. Be it happy or sad. So dear friend, no worries~ You can blog everything you want. Dun be afraid to hurt others feeling by blogging out your own feelings. Otherwise, it defeat e purpose of having a blog. =)

Ohs yah, i've been behaving very weird recently. I keep eating non-stop! I can eat 4meals within 3hours & yet, im still not full!! WTF is this? I dun wanna be a fat pig! Oh God, save me please!

Esther Tan, please msg me soon. Faster go think of what u wanna do n whr u wanna eat. I suppose its ur turn to organize e gathering this tyme round huh. Bleah~ Please note that your deadline to meet up is by e end of August (this month.) Understand? ^^

Arrgghh, I really dunno what to blog liao sia~ Maybe my tweet tweet msges are too obvious, i also think so.. But who really cares? So long i've made e decision myself, without hurting others. So be it~ Let it be~ Let it be~ Let it be~

Opps, I went Keyaki last week to celebrate my dasao's 25th birthday with Edward. Hmm, e food there.. Standard drop until dunno whr liao. They renovated e place. Giving people those "high" class look. And e design jst sux! It simply jst pissed me off when I see e current Keyaki. I still prefer e old Keyaki. Keyaki now dun look like a Japanese Restaurant, even Waraku or Sakae sushi, they look mre "Japan" to me. Sigh~ Its jst so disappointing. Keyaki was once my fav Restaurant. With e best ambiance and best food. Everything in tip top quality. But now, speechless~ =( Not gonna spend my money there anymre. Unless my fav chef is back. Hehehehs~ The food there jst dun worth e price. Too expensive. Not up to expectation. Especially if you wanna compare e food now with e past. Tsk tsk tsk~ Keyaki, this brand, no longer worth e price~ So what its a 5 star hotel's Japanese Restaurant?

Ps : Not gonna celebrate my bday this year again. Too sian alr. Also getting sick & tired of everything. Maybe i'll spend my bday in e club, since its a Wed night! Most of you dun club/chiong. And gonna work e next day. So this shall be e best plan. Gonna chiong frm Friday night all e way to Wed night. But definitely resting on Mon & Tue. Oh yah~ Natas fair coming. Im flying on e 4th Nov. Hmm, maybe I shld change my flight to Mon! A week in advance~

Tada ~ Annyeong ~

Alright, I promised myself to blog this week. Not forgetting I promised Min’er in facebook i’ll update what happen recently here. Especially when I saw lots of spider webs here. I abit gao wek. LOLs~ Today post shall be a long long old gramdma story! So be prepared~ Surrender now, (meaning, leave this plave now) or prepare to fight! (finish reading this boring old grandma post, if you can)

Advance 21st Birthday present from my brother & saosao! Dior Wallet!! Show you guys e pic next tyme~

Ohs~ Its Joan BFF bday today!! Hehehes~ Happy Birthday, my dear!!

Before I start with my post today, i’ve a great news to share with you guys~

FINALLY, I FOUND MY SINDY LAOPO!! Whoohoo~ Gonna meet up with her real soon!

Ps : Min, u wanna join us? Sindy say she miss u too~

Okay, shall start with my post liao.

I knw e problems lies with me & only ME!! But seriously, I cant help it. Tell me, will ya not lose your appetite when you saw someone sharing e same frog leg porridge with you, used their chopsticks to stir here n there jst to get e portion he wants? Best part was, after he used his chopsticks, he will put it ON e table (KOPITIAM’s table, meaning = kan si lang eh DIRTY) and continue to eat his porridge. When he wants more sauce or porridge or whatsoever, he will use tt chopsticks to stir in ur SHARE-d food agn!

Tell me, how are you gonna eat tt? Not to say, you’ve got to pay $20 to jst eat ONE SMALL bowl of porridge & tt’s it! He finished up e whole thing! E mst dulan part was, he dun eat e frog leg until very “clean”. You can see there’s still lots of meat attach to e bones & tt’s fucking disgusting n its jst a WASTE OF LIMBUS MONEY!!

Not as if I wanna gek gao until like this. Jst tt, if my money were to spend in this fucking make me dulan ways. I rather donate my money to NKF!! Though people may misused my money & think its PEANUTS to them. But at least, I dun get to see how they spend my fucking money & I dun need to feel disgusted by those idiotic acts.

Every single tyme I complaint to you what happen, every tyme you will find excuses or even throw tantrums at me! Jst to protect ur brother, ur relatives & ur loved ones~ Im always not in tt cb list! Am I even your daughter? Forever bias!!

So what’s e point of having a family dinner where I got to throw my money into e bins & also not having a full meal. (I also dun expect e food to be fantastic) =.=’ I rather not eat or eat alone! Eat Maggi Mee also cheaper n nicer. F3

Yes, I’ll be fucking happy & glad tt you always give me whatever I want. Especially, MONEY!! But there’s something, NEVER in your life, you’ve given me before. Since e day I was born, till now!! Not a single tyme. Your voice!! Whenever I need someone to speak up for me. Forever, you are not e one! Even my brother, will speak up for me. So, what’s your job & responsible as a mom? To support me financially? To provide me a roof to sleep? Ohs pls~ If tt’s e case, I suppose a role of a mom is FUCKING EASY TO BE!!

Yeah, I sound super mean, I shouldn’t say my mom in this way. Nor should I describe her like this. But this is what she’s been doing. Since young, when my grandma was ABUSING me at home. Whenever I complaint to her. She will jst kept quiet!! I’ll get scolding at home for nothing. Like, SINCE YOUNG!! Till e very day you divorce with ur son’s father. I thought I was out of hell! But nah~ Things remains unchanged! E only thing changed was, instead of my grandma scolding me for nothing, now I kena from your brother. Jst becux he needs help from me. Hey!! Im educated, but tt doesn’t means I knw e whole world things. CCB!! If you need help from other people, please learn to use the correct tone to approach people. So what you’re my uncle? BIG FUCK?!? Dunno how to speak properly? Den how are you gonna survive outside promoting your products? And when people tell you tt they are not able to help! Jst leave!! Why force people to think of a solution for you? Why use tone as if you’re threatening people? Sound as if I owe you Millions of dollars!! Whatever you said, I mst try my fucking best to do for you. Nah~ You’re not even my father! Dun use those “im ur lao bei” attitude to talk to me!

This is even my fault? Haha!! To my mom, she thinks tt im ridiculous!! Cux whenever I complaint about her brother’s attitude to her. She will jst fuck me upside dwn & let me see her jiaobin!

Guys, tell me, since when you’ve heard me telling you guys tt my mom actually speak up for me in this family? My eldest brother is always e one helping me n supporting me!! When im sick, my brother still will call me to check on me, if im feeling better. But my mom? Hah!! Only 1 out of 10 tymes I’ll heard her asking about my condition! And tt was e tyme I went hospital for my stitches! Tt’s it. That's pathetic huh?

Sometymes, being too independent at home is also not a good thing huh! E mre independent you are, e mre ur mom will thinks tt you wont DIE so easily!! So she can jolly well saved up all her care n concern! Ah fuck!! If my brother, Royston Lau were to fall sick! I tell you! 100% different story!! Its always like this!!

IF I have e ability, I would have shifted out of this place myself! To live alone, isolate myself from the others, especially my relatives! Except few of them. They mean nothing to me too~ So why bother. Not becux of ahGong, I wouldn’t have stayed here. I wouldn’t force myself to live in a old & dirty environment/area! Cats running around e blocks, cockroaches flying here n there. Also to give you a heart attack in e middle of e night when you’re using e toilet! I wouldn’t have to see so many Malays n Indians loitering around my house area. I wouldn’t need to spend so much money on cab fare to go town. All my friends are living around NorthEast side. CLEAN, QUIET & at least, NEWer den Tampines! Seriously, Tampines is so out of place. It makes me dun feel like going out at all. Yet, I cant. The mre I stay at home, e mre pek chek I am. The mre I hate this place. Ohs, buying a second hand flat~ My mom told me tt. We actually went to view quite a numbers of flat. Same problem, either too expensive or that fucking area is flooded with MALAYS & CATS!!! Hah, best part!! Its Tampines area again!! KNS!! Reason being, if we stay nearer to ahGong, we can meet him for dinner or lunch mre often. Blah blah blah~ Whatever shyt lah! Forever use ahgong to "deh" me!

Sigh, enough of all of e above! My mood is getting from bad to worst. The mre I blog, e mre pek chek I am now! *Argghhh* F5

Now, tyme for something happy~ A great weekend spend with friends & sleeping! Hmm~ I LIKE~

Met up with my SaiMei last Friday @ Vivo Sushi Tei. Min surprised us with a special guest! Mr Irdwan! Wahahahah~ Our 刀下留人! Mwahahahahahs~ He only came to say hi to us and went to meet his friends for dinner. After Sushi Tei, I went home to put my bag and also to change into something casual! Hate to wear office skirts! Belle almost made Esther cried~ Reason being? Hahhahahas~ Shhh~ *cannot say, ltr esther angry* LOLs. Pass Esther a box of mask & here we go to Terminal 2 to slack & had Swensen~ Esther drove us there de wor! Mai siao siao arr~ This char bor driving skill kan zai! But she nearly got us into accident. All thanks to Ong MinMin! Made her laugh so hard till she cant concentrate driving. Hahahas~ No pictures for e day, simply becux we din took any grp pics! Hmms, its tyme for SaiMei to update some new profile pics liao! Hahahas~

SaiMei, shall we have a gathering every month?!? Hey, tt doesn’t include birthday celebrations huh!! LOLs.

Conversation between Tan Beng Guan & Ong MinMin

TBG : yu’MIN~~~~~~

MinMin : What lahx!! I tying my shoelace lah!! *Buay song face* (actually she’s sleeping! LOLs)

Hahahas~ Saturday woke up around 2pm. Went to view flats around Tampines area again. =.= Never ending~ After that went home & get myself prepared. Meeting Joan 4pm @ Bugis. She wanna buy some party hats/accessories~ Cux we’re having a bday celebration at beach Cabana. Reach bugis, found e shop. But there’s nothing to buy there. So went Bugis Junction to grab some finger food to eat. Both of us too hungry liao! Tak bulek tahan~ As usual, I had my fav Korea BBQ Pork & Joan had her meesua~ Cab-ed over to East Coast. Slack around e beach area to wait for Joan’s friends. (Velvet & Peter) Took some pics there while waiting for e rest to reach. Saw quite a few dumb peoples there. Flying kites? At east coast? So wrong please!! We saw e helicopter flying our National Flag for National Day Parade there too. Going round and round in e air for more than 15 mins. Think they are waiting for command. And we actually realized tt they din iron our Singapore Flag! Ohs no~ So xia suay~ Hahahas. Damn obvious you knw?!?

Velvet and Peter came to look for us after their pool match. Beach Cabana~ A nice place to chill out with friends~ Ordered our food and a tower of beer, I had Seafood Combo. Hmm, not bad~ Joan had Cabana’s Combo. I think hers taste nicer. Their bake potato is heaven manx!! Yummy~ Ah Yang n Fred came to join us few hours ltr?!? Cux Fred jst knock off from work & ah Yang was waiting for him to come together. While e guys are having their late dinner, we ordered a bottle of red wine and soon after tt, we ordered another tower of beer. Wahahhahas! April joined us after her work too. After April had her late dinner, we played Indian pokers~ Damn funny! Girls always help girls~ The bill for tt night was about $360?!? Think should be around there.

After Cabana, Velvet and Peter went home. While e rest of us went prawning. Wahahah~ Girls VS Boys! Abit wrong, cant describe them with e word boys~ LOLs. Anyway, we girls won!! Simply becux we have at least 3 groups of people giving us their prawns! LOLs~ But there’s a big hole in our net & many of our prawns swim swim swim their way back into e big pool! Angry!! But we actually had lots of fun tt night. AND AND AND, I NEED TO SAY THIS OUT LOUD! FINALLY I DARE TO HOOK E EARTHWORM LIAO!! WAHAHAAS~ WELL DONE JESS!! You’ve got urself a level up! Level 2 now! For prawning! LOLs~ We left there around 4.45am. Reach home almost 5AM! Thanks Ahyang for sending us home! Poor April got to go back home herself. Cux she stay in Jurong!! LOLs.

Sunday~ As I said, a great weekend spent with friends & sleeping. So Sunday is my sleeping day. But I woke up at 11am to eat bfast with korkor, saosao, rz & ahgong! After that went back home again. Suppose to meet Jackson & Apple for movie around town area. Too tired! So called Jackson & told him I cant make it. And went back to sleep again. Was being forced to wake up around 7 plus 8pm. To eat dinner with ahgong. Tt was e tyme I regretted waking up! Drag myself up jst to eat tt fucking dinner. To suffer rather den enjoy~ Tt was e day where my mom’s brother finished up e whole frog leg porridge incident. Me & my saosao each only manage to eat a small bowl of porridge. _|_ I admit, im gek gao. Cux I dun like to spend my HARD EARN money on people I dun like. Not to say this tyme round, im WASTING my hard earn money instead of spending it! Roar!!

Got to end my post here. Been spending my whole 2 hours blogging this in office not doing any work at all. But who cares~ Peak period over!! I’ve got nothing to do at all. So boring~ Bleahx! Oh yah~ Might be going to prawn with Joan again tonight. Think im crazy liao!!

Some people jst take things for granted. Esp when they think that they've thousands of excuses/reasons to take things for granted. But anyway, am not gonna be bothered anymre. Cant be bothered too. Am do not hav those America tyme to waste.

Attitude sux! Simply jst cant tolerate it. Seems like im e 1 who owe you things. Am starting to realize tt i've been behaving mre like a kid. But who cares~ Im going under so much stress at work. Worst still, after work, I still got to stress about other stuffs. Seriously, am need some tymes alone.

Few hours back, I really got e urge to move all my things out of e huse. Sometymes, really cant stand everything. Almost every single tyme, am always e one who kena all ur temper for nth.

This week will be a very busy week for me n Fen. Got to clear my work before Friday. Cux need to take leave on Friday. As its Fen Big Day. Hope everything goes well & smoothly for her.

Nights~

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